29: Hentai

Mood: Stable

Song: I wanna go by Britney Spears

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hello.

So today my step mom gave me and my sister "the talk" while we were on our way to Walmart to get hair cuts. She was unable to explain the "lesbian" aspect of one's sex life, but I wasn't paying attention anyway. I was already aware of everything she told us. I have no plans to have sex with ANYONE for quite a while, thank you very much (unless Lady GaGa or X-Tina knocks on my front door any time soon, and I don't really see that happening in my future...).

After all that talk of sex, I decided to jump back on the yuri/yaoi bandwagon again. I haven't watched yaoi in MONTHS, and I haven't watched any yuri since my mom discovered my yuri folder on my flash drive a few months back (before she, ya know...left) and told me to "get this gay shit off your computer. it's corrupting yoooo!"

So I think I'm actually out of my yaoi phase. Yaoi was never really a "turn on" or anything, I just liked it because it was different. I've already watched the crap out of all the good ones (the NON pornographic ones, anyway...), and I just don't find it...interesting anymore. That doesn't mean I'll never watch it again, but, you know.

So instead, I've decided to watch yuri. I found a list of good looking ones. The only problem is the fact that I'm worried about someone checking my web history. Half the titles I want to watch can only be found on websites with the word "hentai" in them. okay, so most of the titles I want to watch are hentai, but all it takes is a simple google search of "what is hentai" for my cover to be blown. I KNOW it's porn. I'm fully aware of it. But...but...yuri is something I can totally get into! I mean, sure yaoi's great, but yuri is actually relatable! 

See, I don't watch "regular porn". I find anime lesbian hentai to be rather entertaining. I mean, it's different! it's not real people! it's really hot anime characters! There's logic in what I'm trying to say, but no words can express it. I'm actually kind of afraid to go on a hentai website. I don't know, I mean...I KNOW what kind of anime I'm getting into, but I'm just scared of running into something else. 

So that's my little rant of the day (this blog is slowly losing it's point...or perhaps it never had a point?). I saw a flash of lightening outside my window. Today I studied German for a total of three hours and learned one thing: how to say good day/afternoon/morning/night, goodbye, and how to count to three. I feel so fucking accomplished...

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